Egoistical
Author by Minh Nguyen
- Couple day before, I have think about what is the cycle of month, moon, year. There's something gonna keep repeating, moonly, yearly. Keep up in where we at.
It's new thing on explore by me? Or it just what people was booked for century, and I'm just pissing in the wind? I don't know so sure what's the effect of what I'm doing right now. It much like a moment of truth of what I want to talk right now. Or it's just something I made up to hiding something. Mind so very complicated to know.
And then, we come to the cycle of moon again. This time I've experient of what happen, I har feel what I feel, I feel what people feel. I see the rage, the flattering, the anxious, the addicted to repeat in doing something.
In the moment you read this words, what do you think? Ever you think about why you are here in the first place? What make you think this blog worth your time? Ever you espect is gonna led you somewhere or is distract you from your real goal in life? What's behind my extremely doubt myself in wove? Is Allah send to me the lesson or am I chase out the time, filler the word out. Why I should keep questions, put the mean into the thing. It's have necessary to worth to do something? Tust do it anyway. Also falling the trap of subeansin right now, the only feeling real is the choose in every lastest moment, the decision made in every second, the be present. What happen in the past is the past, the future we don't really know. The dream I writing down, I know I'm on going to reach.
And in this moment of summer, what I decide to be true is true, so do you. What the true you get here today?
Let's return back every you hold from the universe. Let the flow, flow. In this moment I live like myself, confused between authentic and vanity. And in very end, I know is meaning something.
